Wednesday, March 21, 2007

She lives!


Hello, I have not disapeared off the face of the earth! I have had a lot of changes though since the last time I posted.

I mentioned in my last post that Matt and I were no more.

I have however found a wonderful NEW guy. Well I'd known him for a little while, but after Matt and I ended things, it suddenly seemed to make sense that I'd be with Eric. We've been "officially" together for a little over a month now and things are going well. He lives in Buffalo (about an hour away) so that kind of stinks becuase we can only see each other on the weekends. I can't wait till Friday when I can see him again. He's 24, so 3 years older than me. I'm trying to convince him to move here to Rochester as he needs a new apartment right now. He'd have to find a new job, but his job he's at now SUCKS, they don't give him enough hours, the pay is terrible and he doesn't even like it. I keep telling him he needs to leave anyways. We've even tossed around the idea of getting an apartment together once I graduate...my mother would love that! It would make sense though...it'd save us both money, and we'd probably be over at each other's apartments all the time anyways, so that'd be a further waste of money. Plus, I just want to be with him! My mom hasn't met him yet, but she will next weekend. She's been bugging me about it for some time now. She already has something against him because he dropped out of college. My mother is a snob when it comes to college education. I want him to go back to school myself and get his degree, but you can't make him. I just know he's smart enough to do it, lol plus then he'll make a lot more money hehe.

I graduate college on May 12th! I can't believe it, it's really not that far away at all. 4 years have come down to this! I'll have my BA in political science. I have been looking for jobs but my god it isn't easy. Especially since every job description posted wants you to have experience. Well how am I supposed to get that experience if I can't get hired somewhere!? lol I got a call today from a place that specialilizes in helping people with speical needs and other problems-its actually a big serious of agencies in the county. I know I'm a poli sci major but that's just kind of random- i really LOVE social things and human service stuff. I'm actually not all that interested in law stuff anymore. I know I know, but lots of people get into fields that don't go with their undergrad major...right? I just sent them my resume monday night and got the call the next day. The pay is horrible though (only $10/hr) so I think i'm going to pass. Not to sound snobby, but I'm better than that! I didnt go to college for 4 years to only make that...I know I'm worth more. Plus i HAVE to get a job with benefits, not having health insurance is not an option for me. I don't want to turn down a job though cuz what if I can't find anything else? This is all VERY stressful, especially since everybody and their brother keeps asking me about my plans and my family keeps on my case about my job search. Ah!

I'm such a dork. I was supposed to go on friday for my 2nd round of the Gardasil vaccine (its a series of 3 shots) and I totally forgot! I had to call today and I now have to go on Thursday at 10:45 which means I will be missing 2 of my classes. I need to get the shot in though. I also sceudaled a gyno exam for June 14th...fun. I had my annual in October and my pap came back with abnormal cells. So I had a colposcopy back in Decemebr and the result were "negative" not sure exactly what "negative" means except that thats good. But, for the next 2 years (I think) I have to have an exam every 6 months instead of once a year. Hopefully everythings clear in June, I don't want another colpo. It wasn't *that* bad, but I really HATE gynocological procedures. After that though, the normal exam won't seem that bad!

Well, I think I'm going to snuggle up in bed and watch some Cosby Show reruns on nick at nite. Hoepfully someone is reading this!